"Trebuie să recunoaştem că toate jocurile dintre un bărbat şi o femeie, chiar şi cele mai literale sunt implicit sexuale."
Magicianul - John Fowles
Magicianul - John Fowles
duminică, 23 ianuarie 2011
sâmbătă, 22 ianuarie 2011
Slalom printre cretini
Stau de cateva zile si ma gandesc daca as putea ajunge sa inteleg ce pula mea e in mintea barbatilor. Adica na, avem o relatie de 1 an jumate cu cateva intreruperi...ne despartim din cauza ca zice ca nu e fericit. Cand nu suntem impreuna oficial, ne futem ca nebunii si conexiunea dintre noi e incredibila. Suntem cei mai buni prieteni, povestim o ardem chilleanu cum s-ar spune. Cand suntem iar impreuna, nici nu mai povestim, il intreb ceva si nici nu-mi raspunde..ori nu ma aude ori nu vrea sa ma auda. Pai ce pula mea ii aici ? Ori suntem golani ori nu mai suntem. Cretinule nu-ti cer sa stai toata ziua cu mine dapai in pana mea poti sa-mi acorzi macar 10-20 de minute din ziua ta sa ma iei in brate...sau cel putin cand te pui sa dormi nu-mi intoarce curu, dragaleste-ma un pic ca nu-s de piatra ma. Da-mi un motiv ca merita sa merg inainte, arata-mi ca-ti pasa catusi de putin, ca daca renunt la tine si la relatia noastra, tot nu-i bine ca nah eu is aia care am renuntat, nu e vina ta. Ba da ma !!! Tocmai asta-i baiu ca ii vina ta, ca te porti ca un rahat. Ai vazut ca nu ii bine fara mine, da` vad ca nici cu mine nu ii. Si atunci ce facem ? Ne futem de 3 ori pe saptamana ca sa ne stapanim putin pornirile de animale si traim in aceeasi casa doar asa, de chestie ?
Sincer, nici nu mai stiu ce sa cred despre barbatii astia ca adevarul e ca nici ei nu stiu e vor, dapai io. Pana la urma mi`a fi bine, ce pula mea pot sa zic ?
`mneajuta !!!
Sincer, nici nu mai stiu ce sa cred despre barbatii astia ca adevarul e ca nici ei nu stiu e vor, dapai io. Pana la urma mi`a fi bine, ce pula mea pot sa zic ?
`mneajuta !!!
duminică, 26 decembrie 2010
Iertare..
Asta-i pentru toate dezamagirile pe care le-am provocat tuturor ! Imi cer scuze, sper ca pe viitor sa iasa mai bine. As vrea sa pot sa fac sa fie bine pentru toata lumea si in acelasi timp sa-mi fie bine si mie, dar de ce sa ne amagim ca stim ca asa ceva nu se poate...niciodata nu s-a putut si nici nu se va putea.
Iar tie, femeia din viata mea, imi pare rau ca te-am facut sa suferi si sa plangi, mi se rupe inima, iti jur ! Bine ti-am spus eu azi ca sunt oaia neagra a familiei, sper sa nu ma renegi, nu am facut-o intentionat.
Iar tie, femeia din viata mea, imi pare rau ca te-am facut sa suferi si sa plangi, mi se rupe inima, iti jur ! Bine ti-am spus eu azi ca sunt oaia neagra a familiei, sper sa nu ma renegi, nu am facut-o intentionat.
joi, 16 decembrie 2010
Cutiile si el.

Totul se rezuma la cutii. Caminul noastru este o cutie mai mare, plecam de acasa intr-o cutie pe roti, mergem intr-o alta cutie unde se strange mai multa lume ca sa bea cateva cutii de bere. Ne jucam Monopoly pe care il scoatem dintr-o cutie mai mica. Vedem aceleasi fete in fiecare zi si deja suntem plictisiti de ele. Eu una inca nu m-am plictisit de fata imperfecta, dar deosebita a singurului barbat care mi-a furat inima. Mi-as petrece fiecare zi cu el in cutia noastra si as bea aceeasi bere din aceeasi cutie prafuita. As imparti totul cu el si pe el nu l-as imparti cu nimeni. Si nici nu-l impart. Poate credeti ca sunt posesiva si poate asa si este, dar ce-i al meu e doar al meu...ce-i al vostru-i si al meu :))
- si poate ca traiesc in telenovele pentru simplul fapt ca refuz sa ma daruiesc altui barbat, pentru ca il iubesc pe el -primul si singurul meu- cu aceeasi intensitate sau, de fapt, cu o intensitate ce creste pe zi ce trece. Si chiar daca o distanta ne desparte acum, eu stiu ca am protejat un loc important in inima lui si inima mea ii apartine.
P.S. - As vrea sa te vad...
vineri, 26 noiembrie 2010
I give it all up, but I`m taking back my love.
Enrique iglesias - taking back my love
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Go ahead , just leave
Can`t hold you , you`re free
You take all these things
If they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
Cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left in hurt
Sou think I don`t know
You`re out of control
And then I find all this from my boys
Girl you said I`m cold , you saving souls
You already know I`m not a touching material
I give it all up
But I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`ve giving you too much,
But I`m taking back my love,
I`m taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love
What did I do?
But give up to you
I`m just confused
As I stand here look at you
From head to feet
Always about me
Go ahead keep your keys
It`s not what I need from you
You think that`s enough (I do)
Versuri Enrique Iglesias feat Ciara - Takin back my love
de pe http://www.versuri.ro
You made your self cold(Oh yeah)
How could you believe
You`re more then me , I`m your girl
You`re out of control (So what)
How could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don`t you know I`m not touching material
I give it all up
But I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`ve giving you too much,
But I`m taking back my love,
I`m taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love ... 2x
So all this love
I gave you take it away
You think material is the reason I came
If I have nothing what do you want me to say?
You take your money you take it all away
I give it all up
But I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`ve giving you too much,
But I`m taking back my love,
I`m takïng back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love ... 2x
Asculta mai multe audio diverse
Go ahead , just leave
Can`t hold you , you`re free
You take all these things
If they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams
Cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left in hurt
Sou think I don`t know
You`re out of control
And then I find all this from my boys
Girl you said I`m cold , you saving souls
You already know I`m not a touching material
I give it all up
But I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`ve giving you too much,
But I`m taking back my love,
I`m taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love
What did I do?
But give up to you
I`m just confused
As I stand here look at you
From head to feet
Always about me
Go ahead keep your keys
It`s not what I need from you
You think that`s enough (I do)
Versuri Enrique Iglesias feat Ciara - Takin back my love
de pe http://www.versuri.ro
You made your self cold(Oh yeah)
How could you believe
You`re more then me , I`m your girl
You`re out of control (So what)
How could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don`t you know I`m not touching material
I give it all up
But I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`ve giving you too much,
But I`m taking back my love,
I`m taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love ... 2x
So all this love
I gave you take it away
You think material is the reason I came
If I have nothing what do you want me to say?
You take your money you take it all away
I give it all up
But I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`m taking back my love ,
I`ve giving you too much,
But I`m taking back my love,
I`m takïng back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love ... 2x
miercuri, 24 noiembrie 2010
Complicated. ! It fits perfectly.
Rihanna - Complicated www vitanclub net
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You're not easy to love
You're not easy to love, no-oh
You’re not easy to love-
You’re not easy to love, no-oh
Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
While I ha---te it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I,
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh why (Oh why)?
[Verse]
Sometimes I get you, Sometimes I don’t understand.
Sometimes I love you, Sometimes it's you I can't stand.
Sometimes I wanna hug you, Sometimes I wanna push you away.
Most times I wanna kiss you, Other times put you and every minute you start switching up
And you say things like, ‘ You don't give a fuck!'
Then I say, ‘I'm through with you.' Take my heart from you. And you come running after me, and, baby, I'm back with you.
Oh
[Chorus]
You're not easy to love
You're not easy to love, no-oh
You’re not easy to love-
You’re not easy to love, no-oh
Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
While I ha---te it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
Rihanna Complicated lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/rihanna-complicated-lyrics.html
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why (Oh why)?
[verse]
Sometimes I catch you, Sometimes you get away
Sometimes I read you, Other times I’m like, ‘Where are you on the page?’
Sometimes I feel like we will be together for---ever
But you’re so complicated my heart and all is bitter.
Why is everything with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
While I ha---te it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why (Oh Why)?
I'mma stick around just a little while longer.
Just to make sure, that you’re really sure, you like sleeping alone
I'mma stick around just a little while longer.
Just to make sure, that you’re really sure, you like sleeping alone
Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
Why I hate it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why (Oh why)?
You're not easy to love
You're not easy to love, no-oh
You're not easy to love-
You're not easy to love, no-oh
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You're not easy to love
You're not easy to love, no-oh
You’re not easy to love-
You’re not easy to love, no-oh
Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
While I ha---te it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I,
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh why (Oh why)?
[Verse]
Sometimes I get you, Sometimes I don’t understand.
Sometimes I love you, Sometimes it's you I can't stand.
Sometimes I wanna hug you, Sometimes I wanna push you away.
Most times I wanna kiss you, Other times put you and every minute you start switching up
And you say things like, ‘ You don't give a fuck!'
Then I say, ‘I'm through with you.' Take my heart from you. And you come running after me, and, baby, I'm back with you.
Oh
[Chorus]
You're not easy to love
You're not easy to love, no-oh
You’re not easy to love-
You’re not easy to love, no-oh
Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
While I ha---te it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
Rihanna Complicated lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/rihanna-complicated-lyrics.html
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why (Oh why)?
[verse]
Sometimes I catch you, Sometimes you get away
Sometimes I read you, Other times I’m like, ‘Where are you on the page?’
Sometimes I feel like we will be together for---ever
But you’re so complicated my heart and all is bitter.
Why is everything with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
While I ha---te it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why (Oh Why)?
I'mma stick around just a little while longer.
Just to make sure, that you’re really sure, you like sleeping alone
I'mma stick around just a little while longer.
Just to make sure, that you’re really sure, you like sleeping alone
Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you-
Why I hate it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, I
Would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why (Oh why)?
You're not easy to love
You're not easy to love, no-oh
You're not easy to love-
You're not easy to love, no-oh
luni, 15 noiembrie 2010
sâmbătă, 6 noiembrie 2010
Well - everybody lies.

I just learned that everybody lies. I mean, I thought he was devoted, but now I can see...the more devoted, more reason to lie. Or maybe he wasn`t actually devoted, he just enjoyed seeing me in love and capable of anything for him and he took advantage from it. I`m really glad I`m free again. :)
I have at least one reason to be happy !
miercuri, 13 octombrie 2010
joi, 23 septembrie 2010
Pentru trecut, ii multumesc. [ :) ]
Ma hranesc (,) cu amintiri.
Traiesc in trecut.
Sufar in tacere.
Astept o explicatie.
Si astept un raspuns.
- astazi a fost ultima zi de chin intens -
Multumesc ca m-ai sarutat cand eram beata, treaza, trista sau fericita, ca mi-ai surprins toate momentele si orice stare de spirit, ca ai impartasit cu mine cateva momente de sinceritate memorabile si ca poate ai incercat sa ma faci fericita.
***
Iti multumesc pentru ca nu m-ai imbratisat mereu cand aveam nevoie si ca m-ai lasat cand mi-a fost cel mai greu. Iti multumesc pentru ca in momentele mele de suferinta nu m-ai rasfatat cat trebuia si iti multumesc pentru ca m-ai tratat cu mai multa indiferenta [in trecut], asta sigur ma va ajuta.
P.S. - Ai fost soarele meu.
P.P.S. - Nu stiu cand te voi putea ierta. :)
P.P.P.S. - Don`t make me hate you.
:) :) :) :)
Traiesc in trecut.
Sufar in tacere.
Astept o explicatie.
Si astept un raspuns.
- astazi a fost ultima zi de chin intens -
Multumesc ca m-ai sarutat cand eram beata, treaza, trista sau fericita, ca mi-ai surprins toate momentele si orice stare de spirit, ca ai impartasit cu mine cateva momente de sinceritate memorabile si ca poate ai incercat sa ma faci fericita.
***
Iti multumesc pentru ca nu m-ai imbratisat mereu cand aveam nevoie si ca m-ai lasat cand mi-a fost cel mai greu. Iti multumesc pentru ca in momentele mele de suferinta nu m-ai rasfatat cat trebuia si iti multumesc pentru ca m-ai tratat cu mai multa indiferenta [in trecut], asta sigur ma va ajuta.
P.S. - Ai fost soarele meu.
P.P.S. - Nu stiu cand te voi putea ierta. :)
P.P.P.S. - Don`t make me hate you.
:) :) :) :)
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